I cried today.. cried bcoz of anger! so shit.. but normally i wun cry becoz of tis kind of matter.. so shit.! i change my speech date bcoz of YOU! how dare u treat me like tis??!! ask me to go for speech tomorrow??!! y others can change wit lame excuse but i cant change wit a proper excuse??!! shit!! but however.. i still tolerate wit it.. fine.. i ll go tomorrow.. n i ll do it well.. i hav alr calm down now.. haiz.. wat happened to me? y ll i cry? maybe it is out of pressure.. speech class.. it gif me lots of pressure.. it make me lose my confidence to my english.. maybe i muz really go take some english course.. like wat my mum say.. after so many years.. i hav forgotten most of the grammar that i used to handle it well.. i wan to get good result.. i wan to hav good cgpa.. but speech ll affect my result.. i wan to do it better.. but it is really out of my control.. i did my best alr.. i hope tat i can get the scholarship.. hope tat i can lesser my parent's burden.. i hav alr let them down once.. hope tat i can repay them now.. haiz.. how to do my speech betteR? its not my speaking problem, its not my performance problem.. its grammar!!!
做人真地很难。。。 hope that i can do well tomorrow!
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Kassie's
Be.Myself. I am who i am. I want to be myself. haha. I love my family and love my friends. Studying hard hoping for better life in future.
